Saturday

Well Kitkat Promised We Spend Saturday Together. I Swear We Spent At Least A Half An Hour Staring At Each Other. We Were Each Waiting For One Of Us To Say Something, Finally She Said Something. "Lets Go To The Movies, You Like That." I Blinked At Her, "I Dont Think Im Going To The Movies For Awhile." I Replied. Kit Wasn't Very Happy I Said That. We Ended Up Going On A Car Drive, To Johnny And Brook's Apartment. I Didn't Know Till We Got There And Kitty Said "I Want You To Work This Out With Johnny!" She Stayed In The Car And Made Me Go Up To The Apartment. I Knocked At The Door And I Was Happy To See Brook Open The Door And Invite Me In. I Haven't Yet Been Inside There House, But It Was Pretty Cool. Brook Called For Johnny, And Left To Get Dress And Stuff. I Dont Think Johnny Was Too Happy To See Me, And Guess Who Elsa Was There. James!(The One Who Replaced Me, Not Jamie)Johnny Didn't Even Listen To Me He Just Said Get Out. I Dont Think Anything Hurt More Then That, I Was Wrong. I Really Tried, To Talk To Johnny Even James Felt Bad For Me. (Here's The Thing That Really Hurt)He Said "I Dont Want You Being Around Brook." I Looked At Him Shocked,And Said "What Do You Mean, She Part Of The Gang. I'd Have To Stop Hang Around Them Too."
And Guess What He Said.... Really Guess, "Well Maybe You Shouldn't Be In The Gang." With That He Pushed Me Out The Door And Locked The Door. I Didn't Tell Kitkat That. I Just Told Her, That Johnny Wasn't Home.
After That We Went Out For Some Soda,(Haha! Like The Kind U Drink Not My Brother)I Saw Cherry There. I Tried To Avoid Her, But She Came To Me... And Hit Me. For A Girl She Could Sure Hit Hard. She Was Yelling At Me For The Way I Broke Up With Kristi. Well, That Helped Me Figure Out Why Kristi Was So Mad At Me... But I Dont Think I Can Fix It Cause Soda Wants To "Ground" Me From Her. I Wonder If That Means I Still Cant Ask Her To The Dance. On The Way Home I Must Of Looked Depressed Or Something Cause Kitkat Said "You Know I Love You Pony, Right?" I Looked Out The Window, At All The Things We Were Passing. I Wanted To Open The Door And Jump Out. I Didn't Want To Answer That Question. I Instead Just Moved Me Head Up And Down. So It Looked Like I Said Yes. I Could Tell That Kit Wanted Me To Say 'Yes, And I Love You Too.' But I Wasn't Going To. Why? Im Not Really Sure. She's My Sister, She Has To Love Me. When We Got Home I Told Darry That I Didn't Want To Be In The Gang Anymore. He Got A Little Mad. I Didn't Really Understand Why. When I Went To Bed I Could Hear Darry Talking To Kitkat About Me. And I Pack My Things,Now Im Ready To Leave At Anytime. I Dont Want To, But If It Makes Johnny Happy I Will.