Ponyboy Curtis' Blog

Well This Week Was Fun. NOT! School Was Just Kind Of Sad! Today, Cherry Came Up To Me And Said "I Hate Your Sister!" It Made Me Laugh A Little. She Was Also Talking About How She Was Sorry That Kristi And I Broke Up. LIAR!! She Wasn't Sorry, But I Didn't Know Kristi And I Broke Up. There Was A New Rumor That Kristi And Mace (A New Kid) Where Dating, But Kristi Said He's Just Her Friend. I Think She's Only Talking To Him Cause She Doesn't Wanna Talk To Cherry And Cant Talk To Me.
Anyways I Went To Her House Tonight (Kristi) And She Started To Tell Me About Her Day When I Came In. She Said "It Was One Of The Best Day's She's Ever Had!" I Would Of Came Over To Her House After School, But Mace Was Coming Over. She Told Me About The Fun They Had. I Can Admit I Was Kind Of Jealous. She Kissed Me And Asked How My Day Was. I Said "It's Getting Better." And I Started Making Out With Her. And She Stopped Me After Awhile And Said "No Sex" I Looked At Her For A Second, I Didn't Mind Too Much. I Love Kristi Whether We Have It Or Not. I Kissed Her Quick And Said "Ok" I Sat Next To Her And Put My Arm Around Her. I Told Her That Cherry Said We Broke Up, And Kristi Said, Thats What She Told Everyone. I Was Confused, That Wasn't What We Where Planning To do. "So Thats Why Do It With Me! We Broke Up? Oh And I Bet You Fucked Your New Boyfriend Mace!Maybe I Should Just Mess Around With Cherry!" I Have No Idea Why I Said That But I Did.... And Somewhere I Add In "Slut!" That, I Think Came From Blair Because She Said That To Me Today. She Stared At Me For A Few Seconds Then Said, "Im Not A Slut And You Know It! I Didn't Fuck Mace, But You Fucked Cherry Pretty Well Already!!" Then I Remember I Never Told Her That, She Just.... Knew? By This Time She Started Crying. She The Only Girl I've Seen Cry! That Guilty Feeling Was Coming Back, Im The One Who Was Making Her Cry. "Im Sorry" I Said While Hugging Her. She Push Me And Said "Get Out PonyBoy Curtis!" She Was Crying Hard Now And I Repeated "Im Sorry" But I Added "I Didn't Mean To Hurt You!" And She Just Pointed To The Door. I Grabbed My Coat And Walked Out. I Felt Bad, When I Walked Out Of The House. But At The Same Time I Felt Angry, Angry At The World. I Was Punching Everything That Was Around Me On My Walk Home, Trees, Houses, And One Person. They Where Really Mad. And To Make Things Worst Cherry Was Outside My House. I Ran Up To Her And Kissed Her. I Felt That Sour Taste Again, And Started Crying. The Kiss Lasted 5 Minutes When I Said, "I Need To Get Me Some Beer!" I Left Her Outside, When I Got In Darry Was All Like "Whats Wrong." And "Your Not Allowed To Drink That." I Think I Drank Most Of What Was Alcohlic In The House And Then Brought Cherry In. I Guess You Can Tell Why I Needed To Drink So Much. Darry Was Upset That Cherry Was Here, But I Told Him To Shut Up, And Locked Me Door. I Could Tell At That Her Was Pretty Mad. It Was Weird To Be Drunk, It Was Fun, But I'd Randomlly Start Crying Every Now In Then. I Felt Asleep After A While Of Cherry And I Messing Around, And When I Woke Up Cherry Was In My Arms. And I Wanted To Kill Myself!
Before I Forget Bob and Cherry Made A Blog! www.bobandcherry.blogspot.com