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Saturday, January 16, 2010

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Haha! The Girl On The Side Is Kimmy, Kristi Gave Me That Pic Of Her, I Thought You'd Like To See What She Looked Like Before. Anyways, Johnny Blew Me Off Today! I Mean I Could Understand U Being Mad At Your Friend For Like A Day. But Not This Long!! I Mean Its Not Like Did Something To Stop Me From Drinking. So I Dont Get Him Being So Mad,I Learned My Lesson And I Stopped. I Spent The Day With, You'll Never Guess Who. Darry, (Brother Time). But All He Did Was Complain That I Was Being A Pain In The Butt or He'd Tell Me Im Doing Something Wrong. I Hate When Darry Does That, He Acts Like He's My Father, But Guess What HE'S NOT!! Guess What Elsa Darry Told Me, I Should Get A Job. Like I Really Have That Much Time, Maybe If I Drop Out Of School Like Soda, But Im Not. I'd Tell Ya About School On Friday, But It Wasn't Too Good. Kristi Told Me Not To Sit With Her At Lunch, She Wanted To Continue To Do The Not Talking At School Thing. And I Think Bob Was Trying 2 Get Back At Cherry By Hitting On Kristi, (Here's The Good Part,) Kristi Got So Mad At Him, She Dumped His Milk On His Head. I Sat Alone At Lunch, IDK Y, I Couldn't Find Anyone. And Then 4 Some Reason She Was Mad At Me After School, What Really Annoyed Me Was She Went 2 See Johnny And James! I Guess Johnny Likes Her More Then Me. Maybe I Should Just Jump Off A Bridge, Then Maybe Someone Will Care That Im Not Here In The Morning. I Take That Back No One Would Care, I Think They'd Just Throw A Party.
~ Ponyboy Curtis
No Longer Happy

14 comments:

  1. Ok Ponyboy, now is time you listen to me. We care. Always had, always will. Have you ever stop to think that maybe the real reason Johnny is upset is because he has had VERY BAD expirences with alcohol? His parents beat him up when they are drunk, and so he looks for confort in you as his best friend, but when you start getting drunk too, well he gets angry at life and has no one to look up to. Give him some time, he'll come around.

    Now, please don't jump off a bridge or do something stupid. Tell you what, tomorrow we'll hang out. We'll do whatever you want to do, and just have a good time.

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  3. PONYBOY MICHAEL CURTIS!!!!!!!!!! I dont wanna even begin to think what the hell would give you the slightest hint that I dont care about you!!! What the fuck are you thinking??? I cant imagine how fucking messed up I would be if anything happened to you. I love you Pony, your my kid brother and I would do anything for you... were just worried, these things you've been doin lately just arent like you, I think Darry and I should ground you from Kristi, you need to move on, find someone else...someone better, and no more alcohol unless Darry or I okay it first...

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  4. pony , dont talk like that . things will get better , with everything . hurting yourself isn't the answer , we've all been wrapped up in our own lives , and forgot about each other . its time to go back to the way it use to be

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  5. Things Will Not Get Better! And It Will Never Go Back To Normal, Im Losing Everything

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  6. hey , so am i . we should start a club

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  7. What the hell do you mean your losing everything??? Im not going anywhere, Darry sure as hell aint goin anywhere.

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  8. Because I'm sure that Soda just forgot to mention me :/, I'm not going anywhere Pony. You got all of us. Get it of your head that you're loosing us 'cause you're not.

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  9. PONY! YOU HAVE US. That's all that matters! WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING! We ALL care!

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  10. wait u said kristi went to visit johnny and james. Im jamie but ppl call me james too like blair and she didnt come visit me so wat r u drinking

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  11. haha! No Johnny's New Bff! And I Am Losing Darry And Soda.Darry With Collage And Soda, I Just Dont See.

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  12. he is just getting ready to become a dad and husband they both lov u ponyboy we all do ur not losing anybody.

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  13. He Can Be A Dad Without Forgeting Me.

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